Well, I finally asked my mom about going to the doctors today. But she thinks it's just because I've been getting a lot more headaches recently(of which I have so it's technically not a lie, I know I need to get that checked out too). I just hope she actually follows through with what she said today.

I talked to someone about my many problems and they're part of the reason I finally asked my mom about the doctors. They have a disorder of their own and encouraged me that I shouldn't wait on things like this. And now I don't think I'll be able to get much sleep tonight.

I had a scare today when I had to follow Alex. He's a speed demon and he almost got caught by the cops. We passed two of them on the way to McDonalds. My heart was racing for a very long time afterwards, even after I got home. I feel terrible even though I wasn't speeding too bad, just around five miles over the speed limit(that's still kinda bad when you think about it...).

The only good thing so far is that Nicole and I MIGHT get back together but she's leaving it up to me. I want to wait a couple days and talk a bit more before I decide. I'm a little scared since the last time hurt really badly when she dumped me.

But, I guess I'll have to see how everything works out. :/